i love my bitches

ok so skool is tomorrow. vacation has officially ended. not sure if i can go back to skool. its pretty much a bust. and i think that we might get our exams back tomorrow. not good news. i also think tryouts are tomorrow and i am having second thoughts as to whether i really wanna do this. its just a tad bit on the geeky side. hmm oh well i will have a blast.

ooooh how i love christmas.

hah i hightlighted kenidi's hair last night. everyone has to see it. its so pretty! (hopefully her mom agress....)

ok must go listen to christmas music.

EXAMS ARE OVER
so much happiness

plus CHRISTMAS IS COMING which means PRESENTS....i mean FAMILY AND GIVING
ha i am spoiled and i so know it

ok so i decided to do the rl junior play. it is gunna be one big PARTY and u all know it. ha chillin with the 7th graders. ooooo.

oh man 4 exams down ONE to go!!! i am so psyched. exams are so much easier then i thought they would be. i mean honestly i haven't studied half as much as i thought i would and i have been doing fine. well except for spanish....i will be waiting for a phone call.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAREN TODAY. who i totally FORGOT her card. oyyyy sorry about that buddy!!

i got the nobles application (not sure how cuz i never sent in anything and neither of my rents are supporting this so i highly doubt they did) but i looked through it and i REALLY want to get in. like it looks like such a good skool. i am soooo glad i found a skool that i can actually be happy at and ppl wont actually totally start talking about a secret in front of me and blatantly discuss in my face if they should tell me....*cough* that happened today. and they decided NO they didnt want to tell me and then continued talking about it. wow nobles is lookin good.

anyway. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to karen again. i PROMISE i will get u an EXTRA SPECIAL birthday present...once i get around to shopping for my xmas presents (which wont be a while sry guys).

bio studying yay!

i have been studying since 9 this morning and i think i am going to go crazy.

i hate english
i hate spanish
i hate english
i hate spanish
i hate english
i hate spanish
(time a million)

phew good to get that out

mom came home last night. eww. not happy one bit. i had a very nice week without her being here. god she messes up life SO much more.

exams suck as usual. i literally made a schedule for myself this weekend. i am such a retard but i think it might help. i am seriously depending on so many ppl to like email me their study sheets. its really sweet. i am SO not exited for exams on monday. i have eng and span on monday and those classes are my two worst grades so its kinda like a stress filled day for me. yay. hopefully *crosses fingers* i wont get any phone calls over break. i really need to raise my grades if i wanna apply out.

photo ended today. *tear* haha i dont know if i wanna do it next time. it was fun but it might be kinda wierd to like show up again. julia might do it so maybe i will with her. it would be a lot more fun with a friend there.

hmm i was thinking of giving out presents for xmas to peeps at skool but now im kinda iffy on who to give them to. plus i havent really bought any yet. so i might just give them after break cuz i have way to much going on right now to go shopping for xmas gifts.

aiight gtg do some intense studying.

not doing so great. life sux. if ppl would just stop being so annoying and they would just tell me how they really felt it would be a lot easier. god i cant wait till the years over. getting out is the best desicion i have ever made.

LiveJournal Frat Party by Relinquished
Username
One who danced with panties on their head	greysweater90
Stripped naked and ran around the dorms	aymz211
Paid homage to the Porcelin Goddess	event_staff
Wandered aimlessly down the street	kenikitiki77
Called their significant other at 4 in the morning	fuckdisusername
Passed out on the pool table	pryvitskoolsnob
Wild orgy including	mallyali08
With	ebele001
And	foshizzythis
Who brought the beer	fallingup00
Designated Driver	aussieintherain
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LMAO....kenidi wandering the streets. i can see that one. lol

LiveJournal Pool Party... by America_Mamushi
Username
Age
Favorite Color
Decided to take off their clothes	aymz211
Ate to many cheetos before getting in	pryvitskoolsnob
Was thrown in with their clothes on	ebele001
Spilled their pop in the pool	fallingup00
Peed in the pool	fuckdisusername
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omg im addicted but there way too funny

hahahahaha

YOUR LJ KEG PARTY by sweetangela20
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The Miserable Drunk	kenikitiki77
The Happy Drunk	pryvitskoolsnob
The Silent Drunk	event_staff
The Hyperactive Squirrelly Drunk	aymz211
The Goofy Drunk that tries to fly	fuckdisusername
The horny drunk who tries to hump your bedpost	aussieintherain
The confused drunk who asks the same ? 20x	mallyali08
The obnoxious drunk	fallingup00
The Funny drunk who tries to dance	ebele001
The truthful drunk who tells everyone elses secret	greysweater90
The lightweight who passes out after two beers	foshizzythis
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PS ITS MY DADS BDAY. WOOT

if a friend totally fucking ignored u...wat would u do?

so my rents (aka my dad) agreed to letting me apply out for sure. i am sooo glad. i hate fucking winsor. and if i dont get into any private skools (there is a good chance of that btw) then i will be going to bhs. hell yes. i am finally leaving for good. but omg ppl are giving me so much shit about leaving and im just like uh im sry but its not like im exactly happy here and they must not be good friends if they dont realize that cuz their like wat are u talking about ur always happy. wtf they really cant tell me if i am fucking happy or not. it sux. i also wish that i had like just one person who wasnt like "i want to stay friends with u after and then u can hook me up with a hot boy!" uh is that all i mean to u? wow it feels good to be used. omg i cant wait till this fucking year is over and i dont have to worry about going back to this hell hole. i really think it gets worse every day. i mean i have no real friends (except one who is leaving also so its no use for me to stay) and so wat the hell is the point there anymore. no one really likes me for me there and it sucks my ass. omg i am such a complaining bitch now. ugh i have to stop. ok i gtg do hw. wat a party.

ABOUT YOU
Your full name:: Lindsey Knight Morse
Age:: 14
Height:: 5'8''
Natural hair colour:: blonde
Eye colour:: green, blue
Number of siblings:: zip
Glasses/contacts?:: nope
Piercings:: ears but i want a double piercing and my bellybutton and cartilage
Tattoos:: no but i will someday
Braces?:: yah but i am getting them off soon (THANK GOD)

FAVOURITE
Colour:: pink
Stuffed animal:: my stuffed cow named Fred
Video game:: DDR
TV show:: OC (along with the rest of the country)
Movie:: the birdcage--best fucking movie everr
Book:: i love the giver but i just read Davinci Code and loved it
Food:: pasta or chocolate ;)
Game on a cell phone:: snake
CD cover:: uh switchfoot- the beautiful let down
Flower:: orchid
Scent:: lacoste pink perfume
Animal:: kittens
Comic book:: uh i dont read comic books??
Cereal:: omg frosted mini wheats all the way
Website:: weebls-stuff.com
Cartoon:: zits haha

DO YOU
Play an instrument?:: im not a very musical child
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: hell no
Like to sing?:: in the shower...
Have a job?:: gotta convine the rentals
Have a cell phone?:: hoh yeah
Like to play sports?:: depends...i hate running
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: i wish
Have a crush on someone?:: doesnt everyone?
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: nope but europe sounds pretty good
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: uh 1 30 year old tv with 6 channels
Have any special talents/skills?:: not really
Excercise daily?:: hmm...i lift a fork to my mouth
Like school?:: more like do u know anyone who likes skool? nope

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: when im drunk
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: never tried
Speak any other languages?:: spanish, sorta
Go a day without food?:: ur joking right?
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: pshaw
Read music, not just tabs?:: no, im musically challenged
Roll your tongue?:: u bet i can!
Eat a whole pizza?:: yah...one of the kiddie sized :)

HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: yup
Cried to get out of trouble?:: that is my secret weapon
Gotten lost in your city?:: i am also directionally challenged
Seen a shooting star?:: yah their so purty!
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: japan, italy and canada. wanna go to africa
Had a serious surgery?:: nope, thank god
Stolen something important to someone else?:: if that includes a pencil in 2nd grade...yes
Solved a rubiks cube?:: nope
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: uh yah
Cried over a girl?:: fo sho
Cried over a boy?:: fo sho
Kissed a random stranger?:: maybe....
Hugged a random stranger?:: yup
Been in a fist fight?:: only with juliet lol
Been arrested?:: not yet
Done drugs?:: no but if u know where to get some hook me up
Had alcohol?:: and i would tell u that cuz...
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: haha yah it was embarrasing
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: no thats so annoying
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: no
Swore at your parents?:: yah, they were totally pissed
Been to warped tour?:: no
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: no but i could think of a few that i would like to
Been in love?:: no
Been close to love?:: no, not at 14
Been to a casino?:: yah, to get my dad before he spent all our money
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: i dont drive
Broken a bone?:: neverrr
Gotten stitches?:: nope
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: no
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: uh no
Made homemade muffins?:: yah but no one can beat mila's mom's muffins
Bitten someone?:: tee hee
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: yah but not recently
More than 5 times?:: yah 7
Been to niagra falls?:: no wish i have
Burped in someones face?:: so much fun
Gotten the chicken pox?:: you bet

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:: this morning
Went to the bathroom:: like an hour ago, stalker
Saw a movie in theaters:: this afternoon-spongebob squarepants. yah u read that correctly
Read a book:: i finished davinci code last night
Had a snow day:: last year
Had a party:: my bday party last year
Had a slumber party:: last wkend
Made fun of someone:: pssh my fave pastime
Tripped in front of someone:: dont member but im pretty clumsy so prolly sometime today
Went to the grocery store:: i hate the grocery store
Got sick:: like last year
Cursed:: fuck....two seconds ago

PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: fruits (STRAWBERRIES)
Black/white:: hard one
Lights on/lights off:: off ;)
TV/movie:: movie
Car/truck:: car
Body spray/lotion:: lotion
Cash/check:: cash, love the smell of money
Pillows/blankets:: pillows
Headache/stomach ache:: stomach ache
Paint/charcoal:: deff charcoal
Chinese food/mexican food:: chinease
Summer/winter:: summer but i also like winter
Snow/rain:: prolly snow, u dont have to get too wet
Fog/misty:: misty
Rock/rap:: rock
Meat/vegetarian:: veggie
Boy/girl:: uh boy?
Chocolate/vanilla:: vanilla (ice cream that is)
Sprinkles/icing:: CREAM CHEESE icing, dont judge its good
Cake/pie:: cake duh
French toast/french fries:: french toast with syrup
Strawberries/blueberries:: STRAWBERRIES of course
Ocean/swimming pool: prolly pool but oceans cool too
Hugs/kisses:: kisses
Cookies/muffins:: cookies
Wallet/pocket:: wallet
Window/door:: window
Emo/goth:: i dont know
Pink/purple:: pink
Cat/dog:: cat
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: short sleeve, i hate long sleeves
Pants/shorts:: pants, i hate shorts too
Winter break/spring break:: winter break cuz of xmas
Spring/autumn:: spring, my bday!
Clouds/clear sky:: clear sky
Moon/mars:: moon

FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:: lots, im a drifter
What are their names?:: do i really have to list?
Do you have a best friend?:: i have a lot of really good friends but no BEST friend
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: yah
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: girl friends
Have you ever lost a friend?:: if that means death, no not directly
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: pshaw
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: toooo many to recall
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: yah who hasnt?
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: given them a hug and been there for them
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: made me happy for no reason
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: yes sorta
What friend have you known the longest?:: molly
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: yah a bunch of things
If so, what is it?:: im not telling
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: a lot, i hate my rentals so i get out as much as possible
Do any of your friends drive?:: yah
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: no
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: no
What do you think your friends think of you?:: uh i hope that im nice

WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:: warm
Hat:: pom pom
Hard:: dick
Free:: living
Space:: moving
Taste:: yummy
Good charlotte:: band
Red:: hot
Deep:: emotion
Heart:: love and kisses
Cord:: rope (?)
Cheese:: and crackers
Rain:: dance
Work:: ewww
Pedal:: car
Head:: eyes
Bed:: comfy
Fluff:: pillow <3
Hardcore:: sex
Race:: white
Knife:: murder
Jump:: hyper

I....
am:: kinda bored right now
want:: candy and a bf
need:: sleep
crave:: money, i am broke
love:: friends, my cats, and food
hate:: homework and fucking annoying ppl
did:: ur boyfriend
feel:: tired
miss:: molly (havent seen her for a while!!)
am annoyed by:: some nameless ppl
would rather:: be perfect
am tired of:: winsor
will always:: be truthful (i hope)

SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?:: rock and rap
What time is it now?:: 9:24
What day is it?:: friday
Whens the last time you called someone?:: about an hour ago
How much money do you have right now?:: about 10 bucks
Are you hungry?:: not really i just had dinner
Whatcha doin?:: this thing and listening to a chrismahanakwanzakah advertisment on the radio
Do you like parades?:: depends
Do you like the moon?:: yah sure
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: umm call ppl and then sleep
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: freak
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: to know wat ppl were thinking
Have you ever had a picnic?:: haha yah
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: unfortunatelly no
What about sock em boppers?:: umm nope
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: and <3 booties

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:: im really hyper
pretty?:: no
sarcastic?:: sometimes
lazy?:: a little too much
hyper?:: sometimes
friendly?:: yah if ppl are nice to me
evil?:: maybe....
smart?:: depends on wat ur talking about
strong?:: used to be
talented?:: nope
dorky?:: i have to admit i am

ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high:: nellian
skip:: umm u
dance:: hannah, she dances a lot
lonely:: ur motha
pen:: janey always has cool pens
flower:: ellie (i have her flower hair thing...btw ellie)
window:: ur faja
psycho:: sojo
brain freeze:: molly, too many of those
orange:: tricia and her tanner last year
sassy:: lila haha
jelly:: sojo and her cheeks

FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:: against
love:: for
drunk drivers:: against
airplanes:: for
war:: against
canada:: for
united states:: against
rock music:: for
gay marriage:: for
school:: against
surveys:: for
parents:: against
cars:: for
killing:: against
britney spears:: against
coffee:: i dont like it but i dont mind it, for
pants:: for

WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:: yeah!!!
Play strip poker?:: yes hehe
Run away?:: ive already tried, i didnt get very far
Curse at a teacher?:: no, winsor would expell me for that
Not take a shower for a week?:: um eww
Ask someone out?:: depends
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: depends
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: YES
Go scuba diving?:: pshaw i love it!
Write a book?:: haha no
Become a rockstar?:: hmm YES
Have casual sex?:: duh

LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:: dove or pantene pro-v
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: to tell or not to tell...
Whens the last time u kissed on the cheek??? haha
What kind of computer do you have?:: dell
What grade are you in?:: froshman all the way
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: and m&ms, they go farther
Or just make out?:: that too
How many posters do you have in your room?:: none right now but i have tons of pics
How many cds do you have?:: i dont know
What time is it now?:: 9:35

finally fucking done. i congratulate anyone who read all of that

i just realized how unbelivably socially retarded my skool is. o m g i need to get out before i am totally ruined by it. seriously it sux

omg so i need to vent again. there is this girl, who is so great and shes a good friend BUT she lately seems to be treating me like crap. whenever i ask her to wait for me she likes "hurry up!!!" but in like a really mean way and she always expects me to be there for her when she isnt always there for me. and to anyone else she wouldnt do this. especially to certain other ppl cuz i feel like she just wants to be popular so bad that she if forgetting that her i also need some attention. i mean she doesnt ask to hang out with me anymore and she doesnt even get excited when im like we should do something. i know i should really talk to her about this but shes the kind of person who would just get pissed at u for saying things like that and then get everyone around u pissed at u to. so fuck it. i think i will just mention it slowly i just dont want it to be akward. she also is quite rough and doesnt really know shes hurting u. like when shes like doing something wierd to me im like uh oww! and she will laugh and do it again and i end up having to like shove her away. its so fucking frustrating. but i think i will maybe try and tell her slowly without sounding too mean.

on a happier note i am SO PSYCHED for thanksgiving break. holy shit to i need a break right now. i am so fucking tired and i need to take a break from my evil teachers. cept i will miss advisory, good time today <3. haha wat can u accomplish in a two hour advisory?? absolutely nothing. it was a sweet time tho. we just layed around and talked, and ate as usual.

ok i really need to go study for my quiz and two fucking tests tomorrow which i am so not confident about. y do i fucking leave everything to the last minute. shit. ok LOVES bye

juliet just came over. it was fun. we bought some large lubricated condoms for my friend. it was so hilarious. we also rented dumb and dumberer. its a quality movie. so im going shopping tommorow and im psyched but im not doing anything this wkend cuz i thought i was going to nyc and then it got switched and i am going next wkend. ugh. im gunna be the lonely bastard in the corner. omg im so excited for nyc though cuz my friend is going to take me to an awesome party. where i have planned to get drunk and have sex (now u know wat half the condoms are for). haha. ok peace out
love

OMG i just watched the OC (along with the rest of the country). yes i am such a stereotype but it was so exciting. i am definately going to turn out to be one of those annoying screaming girls who want to marry ryan (and yes i do....lol nt). ok so i feel so bad for ryan how theresa told him that the baby was gone. but i am kinda glad that both him and seth are back. that really needed to happen. i really hope that ryan and marissa get back together but i dont know if that will be happy either cuz that sketchy looking pool guy looked like he was about to kill marissa when she and ryan kissed!! i think he is going to like "abuse" marissa and she and ryan will have to run away into the sunset *sigh* i wish i had a guy like ryan. he is so hot and nice and tough and yet SO sweet. and seth is even cuter!!

ok so i gtg finish my homework.

ok so there is this group of ppl and i am very sorry cuz it is quite mean to comment about ppl on these things but this group of ppl are all my good friends (or used to be). last year i was really close to all of them and now this year cuz i dont have ANY classes with any of them i am treated like crap from them. i know a lot of other ppl who feel the same way and its really sad. i mean its fine if i try and talk to them but they always end up talking about the sleep over the are going to have. (btw they have one EVERY wkend with the same ppl). then when u ask them wat they are doing that wkend they never mention it tho cuz they try and be "discrete" about it, tho everyone hears about it when they are talking RIGHT IN FRONT OF U. i am not jealous i just wish that i could maybe not be treated like crap cuz now i am not very good friends with any of them and its sad. i really wish i was cuz my group of friends has been slimmed. this sux. wow that was a totaly venting session and im sry i talked about ppl i just had to get it out.

(btw this prolly isnt about u if u are thinking it is)

haha well i am totally neglecting this whole lj thing. woops. i keep forgetting i have one. ok omg halloween was a blast. i went to izzys with a bunch of other ppl and we watched blair witch project and silence of the lambs. i swear i didnt get any sleep after that!! i thought it was crazy scary and everyone else was like wow this is not what i thought it would be. oh well. ok so umm bush the fucking cowboy won the election today. i think i am going to move. and wat really pisses me off is that if the young mother fuckers had gotten off their asses and voted he might have won!! he is seriously going to ruin the country. ick this week is midterms and i am afraid that my rents are going to be really disappointed in my grades cuz im not exactly doing my best. i am really not doing as well as i want to and i just know my mom is going to freak out. i seriously think my mom is against me. anything fun i want to do is like "no hunny not today" FUCK YOU. i have friends and i can do wat i want.

ok i need to calm down. going to get some beer ;)